I find it pretty fucking inconsiderate of One Direction to just walk around and flaunt their sex-god like selves. Like, fuck you.. you don’t care about our ovaries.
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I was lying down alone under a tree with my eyes closed right in the middle of the campus, all of the students in class while I was waiting for the school to end when I felt a body crash on top of me. “Ow!” I yelped, “Get off me you, idiot.” Without opening my eyes, I knew it was my best friend, Zayn. His scent gave him away.. idiot. I pushed him off me, not even bothering to open my eyes.
I felt his gaze but I couldn’t be bothered, I was too tired to even acknowledge his presence. Even though I can’t see his face I knew he had that stupid lopsided grin on his face. Seriously, tho.. Somebody has to teach that idiot how to smile. “You know that I love you right?” He said, this time I opened my eyes.
“Yes, I know.. idiot.”
“Good. Aren’t you gonna say it back? Because the polite thing to do is say I love you back when somebody-“
“Oh, give it a rest.” I mentally rolled my eyes, he laughed. “You know I love you, Zed.”
Zed.. that’s what I call him. Zayn Jawaad (ZEyn-jawaaD) We’ve been best friends since diapers. When we were 6, we went Christmas shopping and our parents told us to hold each others hand.. That way we won’t lose each other. And now, when we’re out, people think we’re dating just because we still hold hands in public. We don’t even notice it..
We both lay down there without speaking to each other. Just enjoying the silence, both waiting for the bell to ring. Zayn’s perfect.. I can’t say I don’t have feelings for him, because I do. I just can’t tell him that.. I wouldn’t wanna ruin our friendship.
“I want you to know…” He began, “I love you. No matter what happens, okay? You’re the bestest best friend ever. Just remember that, okay? I love you.” I glanced at him and was surprised to see that he was already looking at me.
There was something in his eyes, I couldn’t really tell what but something was up. I shrugged it off, ” I know, Zed. I love you.” I smiled at him. so much..
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It’s been two weeks since the last time I talked to Zayn. Since the last time we said I love you to each other under that tree. We even carved our names on it.. but after that, he changed. We usually sit at lunch together.. not anymore. He won’t even answer my calls or texts. I posted on his facebook but he deleted it.
I even asked his other mates what’s up, Harry told me about him joining a frat but he wasn’t sure.. that’s how I ended up here in front of his house. I was about to knock on the door when I saw him out of the corner of my eye. So he was out.. prick.
I smiled at him but he immediately turned to go to the other direction when he saw me. I frowned, what’s up with him? Without thinking, I ran after him, he didn’t seem to notice until I grabbed him by the arm. “Zayn!”
“What!” He snapped, turning to face me. “What do you want?!”
“I - I just, Z-” I stuttered, trying to find the right words. “What?!” He snapped again, yanking his arms away from me. “I heard you joined Gavin’s frat.. Zayn, you know he’s a sick man! You could get hurt! Hell, ya might even die! Why the hell would you-” He cut me off..
“Look, I can do whatever the hell I want! Who do you think you are? You’re not my mom.. You’re not even my girlfriend! Just fuck off, will you?!”
His eyes were trying to tell me something.. I couldn’t talk, though. I Just stood there, speechless for about five seconds. Trying to process what he just said. “You’re wasting my time.” With that, he left. Leaving me completely stunned.
3 Days later..
After that encounter with Zayn, I forced myself to just move on.. but I couldn’t. This might sound completely cheesy but he’s my other half. He’s the reason to breathe.. he’s the one who stopped me from killing myself when my Dad died. He’s the only one who can make me laugh my heart out when I was supposed to be crying. Zayn … my first love. I miss that idiot.I felt my phone buzzing under my pillow, I groaned rather loudly while I fished it out, immediately checking who the hell would text me at.. 12:26 am!
Harry?
‘Something happened to Zayn. We’re at the hospital.. get here, quick!’
My breathing became heavy.. It took me 15 minutes to get to the hospital. My vision was blurry.. tears just won’t stop falling. I rushed inside, shoving everyone out of my way. Not even bothering to apologize. People gave me dirty looks but I couldn’t careless.
I saw Harry with tears in his eyes, “What happened?!” I cried, Harry just shook his head.. crying. I felt this horrible twist in my stomach, I looked around and saw Trisha on the floor with her daughters, they were all crying.
“What happened?! Where is he?!” I asked her, she couldn’t even talk so instead she pointed at a white door. I shoved everyone out of the way and opened the door to see his lifeless body lying there.
Tears streamed down my face as I walked closer to him. I touched his hand and broke down, once again. “Zayn.. Wake up, you idiot! You stupid, dickhead.. this is not funny at all.” I cried, shaking him. “Wake the fuck up!” I cried, “ZAYN JAWAAD MALIK! You wake up right this instance!” I shook him violently, desperate for him to wake up.
I felt a hand on my shoulder, It was Harry. “Why won’t he wake up?!” I cried, “Why the hell won’t he wake the fuck up Harry?!” He wrapped his arms around my body, trying to calm me but it wasn’t working. The comfort just made me cry even harder. “He’s gone.. I’m sorry.” He sniffed, rubbing circles on my back.
“NO!” I screamed, pushing him away from me. “NO!” I cried, “why…”
“We found a text on his phone. It was addressed to Gavin.. here”
I read the text to myself.
‘Gavin, I avoided her for almost 3 weeks now, I joined your frat, I even told her words that I would never say to anyone.. Please do not touch my best friend, don’t hurt her. I’ll do anything you want. I love her, please leave her alone.’
No matter how hard I tried to stop, tears just kept flowing..
I drove away from the hospital and went to a place where nobody could find me. With one thing on my mind.
I can’t live without my other half..
“We’ll be together again, idiot.” I whispered.. and drove off a cliff.
**Its not much but tell me what you think maybe? :)**
If you’re going to 1D’s show in Oakland next month.. hit me up, will ya? Let’s meet up! DIRECTIONERS, we all gotta stick together (:
We’ll be running around Paramount theater screaming random shits, asking people How many R’s are there and who protested what. things like that..
Please reblog this so people can seeeee x
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What Makes You Beautiful - Acoustic live cover (Female Version)
-I’m not used to the Acoustic version but It’s worth a shot (: Excuse my mistakes-
(I used Garageband on my ipod to record this x)
xx
83 playsMy boyfriend is cheating on me with his bandmate.
The PDA is just too much.
WHY.
Why I don't use Facebook anymore.
Too much drama: ✘Bitches are suddenly in a relationship with a member of 1D: ✔
My life before and after One Direction
BEFORE:Me: *Le calls somebody with their boyfriend near them.
Girl that I want to talk to: .......
Boyfriend: *Le looks at me.
Me: Oh crap, What now, her name is your name too? I wanna talk to her not you. the fuck!
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Friend: They're serving Baby carrots for lunch.
Me: Oh, carrots. k,dot.
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Friend: Oh my gosh! A turtle.
Me: they're cute
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Friend: Oh.. Gay people are awesome.
Me: Yep, love them.
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Friend: There's a cat over there!
Me: oh cats.
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Friend: There's a table over there! Let's go.
Me: okay.
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Friend: Do you have a mirror?
Me: here ...
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Friend: I heard, leprechaun figures are on sale right now.
Me: They're green.
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Friend: I hate this band..
Me: I don't care...
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AFTER:
Somebody: asdfghjknddsONE DIRECTIONsdfghklhjfkhg
Me: What? Who said that? One Direction? What?! where?!
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Friend: They're serving Baby carrots fo-
Me: Louis.
Friend: No, really they're saving baby carro-
Me: Louis.
Friend: okay.
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Friend: Awee, a turtle.
Me: Liam likes turtles.
Friend: Okay but look.. that turtle's-
Me: Liam.
Friend: ...........
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Friend: Gay people are awesome.
Me: One Direction.
Friend: Okay?
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Friend: Look! A cat!
Me: Think how much pussy you're gonna get..
Friend: I'm a girl..
Me: Harry.
Friend: .......
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Friend: There's a table over there let-
Me: Zayn breaks tables..
Friend: Wh- Lets go..
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Friend: Do you have a mirror with you?
Me: I ship Zirror.
Friend: what.
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Friend: Mom bought a Leprechaun Figure ..
Me: Oh my gosh, NIALL?!
Friend: You've got some issues.
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Friend: Dude, I hate this band.. One Direction!
Me: You have a death wish. And I thought you're my friend? Bitch .. get the fuck out.
Friend: But-
Me: Just get the fuck out. You have some issues.. they're like sex gods and all of them are talented. Now, if you hate them.. Goodbye, I'm going to blog about you and we're going to laugh at you on tumblr. By the way .. I stole your Mom's leprechaun figure.
Friend: I'm so- .. WHAT?! You stole my mom's leprechaun figure?!
Me: ....
Friend: ....
Me: Okay, bye now .. have a wonderful day.
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419 playsOne Shot (Harry)
“Harry, have I told you how much you mean to me?” I asked, looking him in the eyes. He grinned, “Actually, babe.. Yes, you have. A million times already!” He laughed. “Good. So you know how much I love you?” I asked again. He smiled and crashed his lips on mine, “Yes.”
“I promise to be your baby till the end of time and to love you forever.” I smiled at him, “And I promise to do whatever it takes just to be with you. Even if I’m in Australia, America or anywhere in the world doing tour.. I’ll be there when you need me.” He gave me smile and we kissed once again.
Harry’s going back on tour tomorrow so he’s spending the day with me watching chick flicks.
“Babe, are you crying?” He asked, “No.” I lied, Damn you Titanic. “Awwe, How cute. You are crying!” He teased, poking my sides. “Quit it!” I laughed, slapping his arm playfully.
We’ve watched 3 movies, The Vow, The Titanic, and The Notebook. Harry’s supposed to meet the others at Nando’s. He wanted me to come but I can’t.
“So, I’ll see you in 3 months?” He pouted, It felt like my heart’s about to explode. “I love you.” I kissed him. I didn’t let go.. I wanted to hold him forever. I want to be with him .. forever.
“Bye, babe.” He glanced at me with a smile and he was gone.
‘I love you so much, I love you .. forever.’ I whispered to myself, tears streaming down my face.
Harry’s POV.
It’s been a month since the last time I saw her. I tried calling her but she wouldn’t pick up. We’ve been texting, tho. She’s acting really odd, lately. She wouldn’t even skype with me. She barely updates her Facebook AND Tumblr.
The door of my hotel room flung open, Louis burst in my room with a really depressing look on his face.
“What’s up mate?” I asked, typing away on my macbook. “Have you check your phone, yet?” He asked, I didn’t like the tone of his voice. “No I haven’t, why? You look worried, what happened?” I asked, putting my macbook on the bedside table.
I didn’t wait for his respond, I immediately checked my phone.
3 missed calls and a text message. The calls are all from her Mom. Odd.
I opened the text and my heart broke into bits and pieces,
‘Harry, we are sorry we never told you but she’s been sick for a long time and she never wanted to let you know about it. She loved you Harry.. so much. She’s left us. You can see her one last time tomorrow, we’ll wait for you Harry. I’m sorry.’
“Sorry mate.” Louis cooed, patting my back. I couldn’t hold back the tears anymore, “I love her so much, Louis! I fucking lover her! Why did she leave me?! I love her too much, it hurts.” I cried.
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Here I am, attending my Love’s funeral. Just thinking about it hurts my whole being.
I’ve been crying my heart out for 3 hours now, I still can’t believe she’s gone. “Harry,” A familiar voice cooed, “She wanted me to give you this.” I spun around to see her Mom, handing me a shoe box. “She loved you so much.” She forced a smile, tears forming in her eyes.
I hesitated but opened the box anyway, There was a letter and a video tape.. and a Plastic rose.
‘Dear Harry,
I hope you know how much I loved you. I adore you so much, You’re the reason why I fought leukemia. I couldn’t tell you, I wasn’t strong enough to tell you. I hope you forgive me. I made a video for you, It contains some clips of the both of us, Hope you don’t mind. I edited out the ones that you didn’t like, tho. So, It shouldn’t be a problem. I just want you to know that I love you so much. Remember before you left for your first tour in the US, you gave me a dozen of roses? You even told me you’ll love me till the last one dies. I got worried for a moment but then I noticed.. one rose is plastic. You’re the only one who stuck with me and I love you so much for that.. I’m sorry, I’m not going to be able to stay with you FOREVER. We made a lot of promises, but leukemia is a bitch. Just know that I will always love you. Please … look for someone who can love you the way that I did. I don’t want you to be sad, It’s just me. There’s a lot of girls out there who would willingly give their own world to you. I couldn’t do that but someone out there can.
One promise was kept, tho. I had been your ‘Baby’ till the end, sadly .. It was My end.
I love you.’
Tears came crashing down.. I got up from my seat and started to run as fast as I could. People’s eyes landed on me but I didn’t care. I kept on running till I reach the place where we first met.
Out of breath I yelled, “WHY?! Why did you have to take her away from me?!” I cried out.
“She’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me and you took her away from me!”
“What have I done?!”
I cried as I fell on my knees, I took a deep breath in.. “I should’ve asked her before I left..” I cried harder as I pulled a small red box out of my pocket.
I opened it admiring the ring that’s supposed to be her engagement ring.
“I’ll keep my promise, baby ..” I began talking to myself, walking closer to the edge of the cliff. A beautiful place, where we first met. “I’ll do whatever it takes to be with you again.” I breathed in, placing the ring near my heart. “I’ll see you soon, Baby.” I jumped.
-I don’t write One Shots, but I thought I should give it a try ;P-
I’ve read a lot of really great sad One Shots. Here’s my version. <3 :))
